Friday, October 25, 2002 :::
Top Ten Types of People Jen Hates: 1. Holier-Than-Thou People (kinda relates to #2) 2. People who tell me what to do 3. People who try too hard 4. Needy, Clingy "Why didn't you call?!" People (dude if I wanted a girlfriend I'd freaking get a sex change) 5. Two-Faced People (you know...people who's your best friend one minute and then they talk behind your back the next?) 6. People who don't try and expect to succeed...then cry when they don't 7. People who don't try and DO succeed...lmfao 8. Whiners...suck it up like the rest of us. (Okay I whine too but I mean people who whine NONSTOP) 9. People with too much attitude/Cocky people (No, you are not the sh*t) 10. Hypocrites (As in people who are like..."you can state your opinion...just as long as I agree with it." WTF?!)
Anyway...onto me venting. My goodness some people sure know how to piss me the hell off. People are always being so freaking depressed these days. Now I know...it's okay to be sad. I know I'm sad a lot and just pissed off at the world at times and that's okay. But I do not go around telling people "I hate my life. My life sucks. blah blah blah" all the damn time when in reality, my life really isn't that bad when you look at it in perspective. People have NO effing perspective these days. But like I said...I don't go around whining to people all day long and then when a friend asks me what's wrong, I say "Nothing." then proceed to whine some more. Do you understand how ANNOYING that is? If you're going to be depressed and whine to ME about it, then you sure as hell better talk to me about your problem so I can help you. If you don't want my help then don't bring me down with you. Good God.
And on another note...DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO. That has got to be the biggest pet peeve of mine - I hate it when my mother tells me what to do, what makes you think i'll listen to YOU? Especially if you're not even a close friend of mine and I don't particularly LIKE you in the first place!? Don't tell me to smile. I'll freaking smile when I want to. I'll smile when I'm happy. And that'll probably be when you're out of my face...mmkay?
I understand how completely irrational I'm sounding right now but it's cause a specific person I know is annoying the hell outta me so yeah...to all the normal people who read this - don't be afraid! lmao
Right Now I'm... Listening to: Nothing yet again Feeling: Tired and Annoyed
Sunday, October 20, 2002 :::
So I watched Runaway Bride tonight. I don't think I should have, considering the fact that PMS and I are not friends this week and watching sappy chick flicks just gets me depressed. Life is so unfair. I want me a Richard Gere gosh darnit. Ugh I want Nick. Somehow I just don't think Nick is as annoying as other boys I know. LOL See how irrational I'm being? That's PMS rearing it's ugly head. ANYWAY...I do have something interesting to say. Ever heard of Simple Plan? Well their video was on Much during one of the commercial breaks tonight and it dawned on me just how fake they are. Everyone always says how fake Avril Lavigne is and how non-punk she is and that she's just putting on this image, blah blah blah. (I swear, I've heard that so many times I think I'm going to have to strangle the next person who says it. Sorry dude but once is enough, I get your point.) According to some, Avril is fake cause her music isn't punk but her image is. Whatever...at least she's not as bad as Simple Plan. Um their song "I'd Do Anything?" My goodness, it's a boyband song with electric guitar accompaniment. "I'd do anything/Just to hold you in my arms"...wow, they can write for BSB if this Simple Plan thing ever falls through. So my point is...everyone's getting so pissy over Avril but look at THESE guys. They are FAR worse. They're blatantly putting on an act. It's disgusting. I hate how everyone gave the Boys so much crap because of the music they sang and then all of a sudden, just cause these guys wear spiky bracelets, they're suddenly so much more legit? Pffft.
I'm done now. Just a note...i totally have nothing against Simple Plan and I'm sure I don't know the whole story behind them but like I said before...PMS is a witch with a capital B and I'm mighty annoyed with stupid people right now. So yeah...that was my disclaimer LMFAO
Right Now I'm... Listening to: nothing Feeling: Irritated
Boys are so annoying. UGH!!!! I wanna shout (pun very much so intended). When you start thinking you might actually start liking one they go out of their way to show you how un-likeable they really can be. It's irritating. You can never find a freaking good one. Or if you do they always end up just being your friend. That might be even more irritating...no, it can't be. Boys are just stupid. GRRRRR. But boys being difficult is just one thing among others. My current beef right now is with people in general. We live in a diverse, multicultural country. That's great. I live in Toronto and we're as multicultural as multicultural gets. It's beautiful. I despise racism and I love how diverse and loving we all are towards one another here. But you know what I hate? People who are paranoid dude. Paranoid over some stupid belief that someone's always up against you because you're a different colour. People, can we not wake up!? Not everyone is sizing you up based on the colour of your skin. Re-freakin-lax! Don't get pissy at everyone just cause YOU took it the wrong way. And before you think I just have no idea what I'm talking about...I belong to a minority too but you don't see me harping about people being ignorant about my culture. That's cause I'm not uptight about it, thinking that everyone and their dogs are out to get me. I don't care if you've got screwed up perceptions of what it must be like to be my ethnicity...I'll just correct you. Not everyone has to know everything. Now I understand that there is still some racism that exists and that it's reasonable to get mad when that occurs...dude I'll be yelling right next to you when that happens. But the point is, there are some people who think they're being singled out because of their race even when they obviously aren't. That's what I think the problem is with society today. We're still having these racist issues because people still have it in their heads that everyone is racist except them. That, I think is more ignorant than simply lacking knowledge. That's all.
Right Now I'm... Listening to: Nothing again lol Feeling: Drained
